I am

I have become filled with every kind of wickedness, evil greed and depravity. I am full of envy, murder, strife, deceit, and malice. I am a gossip, a slanderer, a God-hater-insolent, arrogant and boastful; I invent ways of doing evil; I disobey my parents, I am senseless, faithless, heartless, ruthless.

Lately

Lately things have been changing; my life is taking turns. Some good - some bad. I don't even know how I feel about some. I need some sort of sign that things are OK, why cant I see the good in my life when it's all around me? I need to slow down, I need to find me. I thought I knew what "me" felt like, but who I'm becoming isn't me. Where did I go? Where is the man I was becoming; why am I not that person?



Help me find me.